Alkaloid Showcase

 A~h. It's been a long, long while since I didn't post anything. Okay, so now my schoolyear is almost finished,  I made a lot of friends, finally got out of that fuckin' depression, and am not so bad at Japanese. To make it short, I have a great life. Except concerning one point : my son. Lately, she's changed, and she's been distant. It's been almost two months since she started not telling me anything.
And it really really hurts to not know how she feels when two or three months ago, she was telling me everything that was going wrong, like retypping entirely the messages a girl who hurt her had sent to her. 
If feel kinda... Betrayed. And it's really horrible. She tells me that she's trying to do her best to stop this, but there are still things she used to tell me and don't say anymore. Times like this make me want to cry.

I'll write another entry later, when I'm not sick anymore. - I've got an angina for the second time in about six months.

 Exactly 10 days since I last updated, I'm sorry. My studies eat most of my time, even if I have an advantage since I already learn a bit of Japanese beforte this year. Time has passed, and it's been almost two weeks since I saw D'espairsRay. Time goes so fast... I learned a lot of kanjis, played a bit of Secret of Mana (but not much), started a Battle.net game with a friend from my university, took an important decision, have had (and still have) problems concerning money,... And learned that DELUHI will be on hiatus soon. The informations I gathered let me think they need to rest, and will take the time to improve their skills and get the rest they need. I hope so... I'll wait for them. They're DELUHI, after all.

I also got addicted to a young band I had already heard of the past years : Lycaon. They're good, even if I think Yuuki still needs singing lessons, as well as Lolita23q's Soshi who I finally heard live thanks to a lovely livejournal user who uploaded the videos from a recent live on youtube. The way he sang Tenjou Aquarium hurt my ears, but let's think he'll improve himself.

Yeah, I'm still talking about Visual Kei. But nothing really extraordinary happened, I have a simple life, eating at flunch with friends on wednesday evening, having lessons...

Oh, the strikes, of course. Some studients are on strike in our university. They wait for people at the entrance of the university's buildings to 'inform us' about the time and places they have their General Assembly. But there are not much people who even consider going there, and most of us, especially in our speciality - Japanese - prefer to attend the lessons - when they can, since the train strikes cause problems too. But I know that in my former university, students had voted for the uni's blocus. It was even 'administratively closed' since they were becoming violent... Now it seems that it's okay. Some former students told us that our current university was bloqued during at least one semester when they were studying there, so I'm a bit astonished that nothing happened yet. Well, it's great if they don't cause any problem ^^.

I have my first exam on monday. Japanese Civilisation. I hope I'll find the time to work my lessons since I'm going to Belgium this week-end... Yeah, I'll find it. I have no other choice.

 Still waiting for vistlip to come back...

Today was tiring. I first woke up à 3:30am because of a mosquito who find it funny to eat me... I have bites all over my body. Woke up again at 8:30, taking time. Watched the wrong day on timetable, thought I was late, found out I still had 30 minutes before my lessons. Came back to Japanese bases, which I already learnt two years ago. Came back home, ate almost nothing, changed, got back to university right on time. And once again, had to learn again things most of us already know. Got so tired I canceled the shopping we had planned.

BUT ! When I came back home for the first time today, it appears that...

 

 

It finally arrived <3 ! Thanks, Ha-chan !


And I also heard that Isshi's recovering his voice. Isshi-san, please rest !

 I had my first day at university, today... Oh god it was terrible. Seriously. It's great not to be the only visual kei lover there, and I have NOTHING against Gothic-Lolitas but those ones are too much. They're the kind who only live through Mana & Közi, finding that "before was better". Then, there are those classical otakus. Like the one who sang shitty songs RIGHT at the moments the professor said important things.

I already hate some of them :D.

BUT ! The University itself seems great. MOREOVER ! 

In the dispenser, there are...

Tagada Strawberries <3 !

And THAT would make my day everytime I'll get on my nerves.

Baibai ~ !