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 Wow, It's been a while since I last wrote in this journal... Almost a year ago. 

To be honest, I had forgotten about this journal. Found it again on that old and depressing livejournal that I used to hold a long time ago.

So. What do I have to say ?

My social life have improved... Well, my whole life improved a lot. 

First, my cousin, Sarah, went living in a town near of mine, so we can see eachother once a week instead of twice a year, and that's a great improvement.

Secondly, I made even more friends - and lost some. 

I have a new phone. A smartphone that I like a lot ♪. 

I passed my first year, began the second one, obtained my Informatic & Internet Certificate, started FLE studies. FLE is "Français Langue Etrangères". To make it short, we learn how to teach our mother tongue - French - to foreign people.

My brother is changing is own life, too, in a great way.

I spend more and more time in Paris. But that's awefully expensive, even more than before !

My little monster has grown. Now he's a huge monster. A cute huge monster who destroys my arms everyday.

I can't stop drinking tea, and tea, and tea, and tea, and -

Well. I have nothing to complain about, except the new teachers and my schoolmarks XD
But the whole section already complains about them, don't worry, I have people to understand me and complain with, I'm not going to talk about them anymore XD.

 A~h. It's been a long, long while since I didn't post anything. Okay, so now my schoolyear is almost finished,  I made a lot of friends, finally got out of that fuckin' depression, and am not so bad at Japanese. To make it short, I have a great life. Except concerning one point : my son. Lately, she's changed, and she's been distant. It's been almost two months since she started not telling me anything.
And it really really hurts to not know how she feels when two or three months ago, she was telling me everything that was going wrong, like retypping entirely the messages a girl who hurt her had sent to her. 
If feel kinda... Betrayed. And it's really horrible. She tells me that she's trying to do her best to stop this, but there are still things she used to tell me and don't say anymore. Times like this make me want to cry.

I'll write another entry later, when I'm not sick anymore. - I've got an angina for the second time in about six months.

 Exactly 10 days since I last updated, I'm sorry. My studies eat most of my time, even if I have an advantage since I already learn a bit of Japanese beforte this year. Time has passed, and it's been almost two weeks since I saw D'espairsRay. Time goes so fast... I learned a lot of kanjis, played a bit of Secret of Mana (but not much), started a Battle.net game with a friend from my university, took an important decision, have had (and still have) problems concerning money,... And learned that DELUHI will be on hiatus soon. The informations I gathered let me think they need to rest, and will take the time to improve their skills and get the rest they need. I hope so... I'll wait for them. They're DELUHI, after all.

I also got addicted to a young band I had already heard of the past years : Lycaon. They're good, even if I think Yuuki still needs singing lessons, as well as Lolita23q's Soshi who I finally heard live thanks to a lovely livejournal user who uploaded the videos from a recent live on youtube. The way he sang Tenjou Aquarium hurt my ears, but let's think he'll improve himself.

Yeah, I'm still talking about Visual Kei. But nothing really extraordinary happened, I have a simple life, eating at flunch with friends on wednesday evening, having lessons...

Oh, the strikes, of course. Some studients are on strike in our university. They wait for people at the entrance of the university's buildings to 'inform us' about the time and places they have their General Assembly. But there are not much people who even consider going there, and most of us, especially in our speciality - Japanese - prefer to attend the lessons - when they can, since the train strikes cause problems too. But I know that in my former university, students had voted for the uni's blocus. It was even 'administratively closed' since they were becoming violent... Now it seems that it's okay. Some former students told us that our current university was bloqued during at least one semester when they were studying there, so I'm a bit astonished that nothing happened yet. Well, it's great if they don't cause any problem ^^.

I have my first exam on monday. Japanese Civilisation. I hope I'll find the time to work my lessons since I'm going to Belgium this week-end... Yeah, I'll find it. I have no other choice.

 Havn't posted for a week, now... Sorry. A lot of things happened during that time. I began to make friends at university, have been to -el- Ethnic Legist's live in Roubaix (and that was absolutely great), and then fell sick. I still am, and that sucks. My wish ? To sleep ! But it's impossible. I have to attend each and every of my lessons if I want to pass my exams. This week-end ? Impossible. I'm going to Paris on saturday morning, and I come back on monday morning. Just to see my friends, and D'espairsRay before they go on hiatus. 

Sorry, I have lots of things to say but I feel so sleepy... I'll write another article later.

A first entry, to introduce myself, and this journal.

I'm Shade, french girl, 2x years old. In a few days, I'm starting my first year of Japanese language & culture studies.  My aim is being trilingual (French/English/Japanese). I still can't speak much Japanese, but I have bases.

Then ! The purpose of this journal.

Is.

Still not decided. I don't know if I'll "blog" on it, publish stories (to improve my writing in english), translate anything... I guess I just like creating things in order to express myself XD. Let's find a purpose for this !