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silent_living A~h. It's been a long, long while since I didn't post anything. Okay, so now my schoolyear is almost finished, I made a lot of friends, finally got out of that fuckin' depression, and am not so bad at Japanese. To make it short, I have a great life. Except concerning one point : my son. Lately, she's changed, and she's been distant. It's been almost two months since she started not telling me anything.
And it really really hurts to not know how she feels when two or three months ago, she was telling me everything that was going wrong, like retypping entirely the messages a girl who hurt her had sent to her.
If feel kinda... Betrayed. And it's really horrible. She tells me that she's trying to do her best to stop this, but there are still things she used to tell me and don't say anymore. Times like this make me want to cry.
I'll write another entry later, when I'm not sick anymore. - I've got an angina for the second time in about six months.
And it really really hurts to not know how she feels when two or three months ago, she was telling me everything that was going wrong, like retypping entirely the messages a girl who hurt her had sent to her.
If feel kinda... Betrayed. And it's really horrible. She tells me that she's trying to do her best to stop this, but there are still things she used to tell me and don't say anymore. Times like this make me want to cry.
I'll write another entry later, when I'm not sick anymore. - I've got an angina for the second time in about six months.
